well... i woke up at 630am ... ran 4 miles... then went to a graduation party... didnt get to bed until midnite.. only to wake up at 5am and head out to connecticut to hit up the casino.  i didnt win big.  but... casino's are lots of fun.  now i'm back... its about 11:11  OOO make a wish.  and i have an EVIL stepmother who wont fucking let me ( Read more... )

 i'm done.  i cant stand it here anymore.  i'm done with the visit.  i dont wanna be here.  i just wanna go back to my life.  i'm tired of being dragged around where i dont wanna be, i'm tired of eating things i dont wanna eat, i'm tired of being blamed for, and the cause of anger WHEN I DIDNT DO ANYTHING.  control your own self.  leave me alone ( Read more... )

i always spell excersize with a "z". technology really likes to underline it in red... it should be spelled with a "z". i ran today... i thought of you. i'm always thinking of you... but... when i run, thinking of you takes my mind off running. it was nice. then... i walked. thats when my knee was like "you suck". it's ok now. i hate having ( Read more... )

i am not a bed-maker. i hate it. now dont get me wrong, if you are a bed-maker, i dont hate you. and for special occasions the bed should be made. it just doesnt make sense for me to do it every morning. i dont like my blankets to "trap" me all night long. i dont need to get into a nicely made bed every night. i am just going to rip off the ( Read more... )

today i got lost in the woods. ok not really lost.... we were on a trail, my dad and i. it was nice. no "mousey voice". no crazy-ness. just walking on a trail in a campground. it reminded me of a trail i use to run in NC. i miss that trail. it also reminded me of the time me and my little bro got lost at a certain arboretum. hrmm.... ( Read more... )

lawn-guy-land. its been about a year. every time i visit i realize that i am very glad i dont live here anymore. dont get me wrong... its got its good points... and for some, this is perfect. but not for me. i long for mississippi... i long for my home. home is where my heart is... and i long for my heart. mmmm the sunshine.... how it ( Read more... )

journal readers, today marks the one year anniversary of the death of a very great person. steve irwin... crocodile hunter. and tho he is gone, he will always be remembered. i for one aspire to live my life as passionately as he did. thanx for being an inspiration steve-o. its unquestionably danger danger danger.

~s :o P

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so it may seem that i have dissappeared, but actually.. i forgot my password, and well i no longer have the email address associated with this account, so... remembering was difficult. but alas, i am triumphant! all i needed to do was play celine dion's song "its all coming back to me now". florida was a blast, i loved working for disney. well ( Read more... )

k-e-y m-o-u-s-e ( Read more... )

hello kids ( Read more... )