Soooooo, I just came across this and forgot I even had it. As I read the last few entries I realized just how low I had sunken and how far I have come. I guess I should put up an entry so it doesn't look like I got depressed and killed myself or something. I am no longer a fuck up. I graduated from WMU with my BA in April 2008. I am currently ( Read more... )

not that anyone is going to read this shit but IM SO SICK OF BEING A FUCK UP!!!!!!! What the hell happened to me?

wow, summer accelerated classes are alot harder then i thought they would be.

yeah, so not a whole lot has changed, everything still sucks, i wish i could find one good thing about my life right now, but i can't. everywhere i look i see what i don't have. i see what everyone has but i will never have...happiness, if i could find something to make me happy, i would do it, but so far no luck, maybe things will get better, i ( Read more... )

well my life still sucks, i hate everything about me, alcohol has a calming affect, it makes me feel better, i love scotch, fuck this life there are times where i wish it would just end, i mean what are we really working for? we bust our asses to get somewhere, then we get there then we die, so what is the point? shouldn't we save ourself the

what is wrong with me? i don't know if im coming or going, what seems like the best idea in the world one day is the worst idea the next day, i don't even know what i want in life anymore, i have no motivation for anything, i just don't care anymore. what is wrong with me? I thought that joining the navy would be what i need, but now it seems ( Read more... )

yeah, im posting this so i don't have to explain to everyone...im enlisting in the navy.....yeah big surprise, my life sucks, im not going anywhere, im in debt, it going to take me like another 4 years to finish school, and its either enlist or move home.....well the family doesnt approve...i am "wasting my life" and "will never amount to anything ( Read more... )

yeah im still here, had some fun this weekend, my roommmate decides to do a trick with a beer bottle and cuts himself in the process, and since i was the only one who hadn't started drinking yet i got to take him to the er, it was kinda funny, i've just been doing hw all day, got work in the morning and i don't want to go, however i kinda have to ( Read more... )

It's been a while since i've been here, like months. Well things are alot different now, after getting kicked out ofschool you change, I am still living in kzoo, in arboretum, im going to school full time at valley, I working, almost fully dependent now. I have an awesome girl, Candace you are the best! I feel as like i am a new person, i'm ( Read more... )

yeah, i just got back from the silver lake sand dunes, that definately kicked alot of ass, i really got to know my truck, we had a great time, ruby was amazing, i rode through stuff, i didn't think she would do, after a long weekend of riding her hard, im going to give her some TLC, i am going to get some alone time with her, so her and i can ( Read more... )