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Now I'm hoping that this is just the lack of sleep and long day talking, but sometimes, I really feel completely empty inside. I think now is one of those moments.

Sometimes I ask myself what really makes me happy in life. I'm not sure what the answer IS, but the answer certainly ISN'T people ( Read more... )

Even if it does mean sacrificing my dignity. Even if it doesn't get me anywhere. I feel like some burden has been lifted. Both people know exactly how I feel. I suppose it's completely up to them how they react to it and what they do with it. I'm still more at peace knowing I've let go of it. Perhaps it's one step closer to moving forward in one ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder how people can sleep at night. But I guess it's easy when someone else takes the blame for everything.

I feel
like
crap.

I'm about to just chalk this summer up to being all around horrible. I don't have any hope of salvaging what's left of it either. Like, litterally, none. And that's not all I don't have any hope left for- I don't have any left for people.

I think the hardest thing has been realizing that friendships are in fact, over. But ( Read more... )

There are times when I wish I didn't see things for what they really are. But I guess that's what happens when you grow up. And we all have to at some point in time ( Read more... )

Me: you know, the next time i get bored... i think i'm going to compile a list of the most stupid things people have ever said to me ( Read more... )

There's only one thing that I really regret at this point in my life: forgiving ( Read more... )

Welp, I'm back from 2 weeks in Myrtle Beach. The trip did reaffirm some of the things that I was looking for it to, but it also produced a lot of new revelations; none too positive. Even worse, my anger only seems to grow with time- something I didn't even expect. I don't expect it's going to go away any time soon so I'm just going to learn to live ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I think there is a God... and that my prayers have been answered! I feel like my life did a complete 180 overnight ( Read more... )