I got on here with every intention of updating my journal. But when I got hit with that blank screen I froze. Its just sitting there, taunting me, and I have nothing to say. I never have anything to say anymore ( Read more... )

"It ended bad, but I love how it started ( Read more... )

Everything around me lately seems so melancholy, so monotonous. For some reason this funk has lasted a lot longer than I believe "funks" are supposed to. Could it be that my life is changing for the worse and I am not able to handle it? I don't want to say that I'm the type of person that believes everything happens for a reason. I'm not. I ( Read more... )

What's wrong with me? I'm sitting here at my computer at work. The only noise in the whole house is the slow rumble of the humidifier and the constant gentle tapping of the keyboard. I am in a funk. my only question is, what constitutes a funk? Where is teh line drawn between it being a "funk" and going on long enough to be considered "depression ( Read more... )

I woke up with hesitation. Before I even opened my eyes I felt aware of a gentle confusion-a subtle discomfort in my countenance. Unaware of the reason or cause, I rolled over only to find the other side of the bed empty. Grateful for the extra space, I sprawled and thrashed under the sheets until the covers came off of the bed completely, as if to ( Read more... )

SO- its been a while since I've updated. I think I've just been busy? Or perhaps just lazy? Yes thats it. I've been lazy ( Read more... )

I was just watching Boy Meets World- I know, why? Its a great show. not really in quality, and not much ni content either. It just reminds me of when I was younger. Its like a blast from the past type of thing. I can't help it. There will always be shows like that. Saved By the Bell, Full House, 7th Heaven- I can't get over them! I will * ( Read more... )

Saturday Grant and Shannon threw me a surprise party. It was fun- I liked it. I was especially surprised at the people that showed up. Most of them were people that I haven't talked to in a while so seeing them there was nice. Grant and Shannon knew I don't like parties. I don't like being the center of attention, and when people are all ( Read more... )

I think I'm a little chilled out now-only I don't think enough to talk about everything I felt needed to be said earlier ( Read more... )

I've decided that I get frustrated very easily. I don't think I know Grant as well as I thought I did and I don't even know how to handle myself with the whole thing ( Read more... )