so, if people say that life is supposed to get any easier then they're lying out their ass. but that's ok, cause there's always a plus side, i just don't quite know what that is yet, but give me some time and i'll figure it out
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i've found myself pushing things away and then clinging on to others. there are somethings that i'm allowing to pass by, somethings that i'm pushing by and then the things that i feel i'm trying desperately not to let slip away
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life could be soo much better right now. i hate looking back at the old days and wishing that they weren't "the old days" that they could still be the good days now. i miss being so happy. it's strange how things go down hill, and just as you think they wont get anyworse they go further which leaves you in a state of ultimate depression. so now i
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i feel like there's a whole that needs to be popped. it wasn't there before but then i fell and now it is and now things are left paralized and i can't do anything about it for a fear of screwing it up more but at the same time i feel that if i force movement or if i do pop it then i will feel massive releif. it's hard though, cause everyone is
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