Here is hwo this is going my firends, i am going to delete my firends, all of them and you you would like to still be considered one you have a week to tell me. This journal is going friends only so i can express myself truely. Tis your choice.

I'm depressed which is nothign new but what is new is my setting. It's cold in pensacola. I start my new jobsoon i'm going to give the store a call tommaro to see when i work. I have class tommaro and i'm excited sort of usualy in depression all you can feel is the pain. Buti knowi would be excited if i could be i love psy. Met alot of diffrent and ( Read more... )

I feel like shit

Well it seems that i will be off to pensacola soon, i can't freaken wait. Just about everythign is set the only thing i need to do is finish my housing and get my ass up there. (er and pay for classes and get my books, wow i have alot to do still) I'm sick of having to buy lunch so i am currently cooking noodles so i may eat them tommaro for work ( Read more... )

NEW BARENAKED LADIES CD WOOOOOOOO. It's good stuff. New werid al this month. my game comes out. and i'm going to a c oncert with fogeiner, styx, and Blue oyster Cult (BLC). I can't freaking wait what a great month. 2 months and counting with out Amber.

I've had it with my Mother. I can't take her birtching any longer i'm going to do one semester at fau and then my next 3 at UWF i want out of this fucking place. I hate SOFLA. I don't want to ever come down here aging once i leave and i'm afraid i'm going to have to. I've givin that women 20 years of a perfect son i don't know how long i can ( Read more... )

I have tommaro off hurray er actully i guess that would be today, i also have thursday off. So if anyone would liek to make plans send me a comment or call. Alllso things have been going pretty well i guess, i'm doing alot better after the break up with amber. Work is well. And everythign else is good to.

Contently Insane
<-> The Swift Wolf

It still hurst sooo fucking bad and i just want it to stop but i don't know how to get it to.

so hey i'm alive and doing well. I got back together with amber ahwile ago thats right i forgave her. logic class is an ass and a half. Teacher doesn't teach and the book isn't that clear. I hate him i'm make him teach. Between school and wokr i have been run ragged. I need sleep badly i also need alot of things btu sleep comes first. I can't wawit ( Read more... )

I'm mostly typeing this to calm me down from the heightened state of being pissed off that i am in. Recently in the past few weeks Amber and me have been having our troubles mostly for me revoloving aroudn a guy named Mike. Mike is Amber's Ex and she has been talking to him more recently and spending more time with him. This made me feel like shit ( Read more... )