I can't fall asleep. I need to cause I have been sick but there are too many things on my mind. Too many what-if's. If I had only done this. If I hadn't done that. I don't know why. They shouldn't even be there. Just sometimes... sometimes I feel like I know. Like I know when the end is coming. the end of one thing and the begining of another. and ( Read more... )

Well I am not dating nicole anymore. Now I'm seeing Julie. The sweetest girl ever. We are not official but she makes me feel so happy. Whenever I am around her. I hope that I do the same for her. I am not going to pretend that it is not hard. Not thinking about what nicole is doing or where she is, is she ok. I hope she is. but I don't want to have ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I wrote in here. and I only did it once. well I havent really had anything to say so let's update. My life is starting to get better except that I don't have a car anymore cause my sis wrecked mine. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! But I work at a bmw dealership so that is cool. I don't talk to any of my old friends anymore. That ( Read more... )

Well, here goes my first entry. my buddy cruger is back in town for the holidays. that is the shit. had a party at his parents house on friday. his parents live in chicago now. but haven't sold their house yet. that was the shit. but I sprained my ankle. I was drunk and I went running after a couple of my friends. I turned to chase one and my foot ( Read more... )