basically I don't know who reads this. But oh thefuck well. I am back in michigan. and as I should have expected the same bullshit as before. I am sick of people playing fucking little games. doing one thing saying another. I wish that people would just be fucking straight forward. but they aren't. Everyone likes to think that they are but hey ( Read more... )

Hey everybody how's it going. Listen I need everyones e-mail address so that I can talk to you that don't have phones... you know who you are. The comp that I use doesn't let me use lj. I am at mom's work right now. Just hanging out down here bored as ever. wish I was there. I miss everyone. so write to me!! Getdwn324@yahoo.com
Nick

Alright. Here it is. for those of you that think that I shouldn't go to virginia. I am having second thoughts. I hve been for a while but I am still planning on going. everyone comments with at least 4 reasons that I shouldn't go and that will be that. Ok. oh yeah and ya'll need to check out my new piece.
Nick

I am moving to virginia. the 20th of august I will be leaving. I have weighed the pros and cons. and I am going. I don't really have anything here to keep me tied down. So I think that a fresh start will be good for me. I will miss everybody. I don't know who I am going to see before I leave. so if I don't see you I am sorry. anyways. this will ( Read more... )

So here is what has been going on. I went and picked julie up from virginia over the weekend. Nicole came to see me yesterday. more of the I want to get back with you but not yet stuff. I still love her. so it is hard. work is going really well I got my insurance and 401k. that kicks ass. but I don't know how much longer I am going to be in MI. My ( Read more... )

well I haven't written in a while so I thought that I would let you all know what is going on. I am done talking to nicole. or at least putting forth effort to do so. If she wants to talk to me she will find me. it isn't that hard to do. I have been hanging out with jon and cody quite a bit more. that is helping. just going out and having a good ( Read more... )

Well you know how that last time I wrote that I hadn't talked to julie? Well julie found someone else. aparently someone that is perfect for her. All I have to say is her loss. I put myself out there and she ran away. it hurts. but I'm sure that I will get over it. It is this Nicole situation that will be a little harder to deal with. Her telling ( Read more... )

Just sittin' at home. My mother is out of town for the weekend. So I am by myself. Which is cool. I stayed hoping to see someone but I don't think that is going to happen. Oh well. I'm over it. I saw Nicole the other day. It was nice to see her. Don't really approve of what she is doing to herself, but hey, it's her life. Nothing new here really. I ( Read more... )

My sister is in town. YAY! It is nice seeing her again. But she is trying to get me to go up north with them. and I really don't want to. I might. but I don't want to. I haven't seen julie all week. BOO. =( I miss her. and she leaves monday. I am going to the apt tonight so hopefully she will be there. we will see I guess. all right I have to get ( Read more... )