It's been five months since Elijah died and it's amazing how time heals. After Chicago I flew home, collected some personal items, and flew to San Dimas, California. I'm in the care of my wealthy relatives. Stephanie also will be down here in the fall. She didn't know I had relatives in the same area., but there are a lot of ( Read more... )

I'm here with Elias.. I have a lap top.. .he's sleeping now... I'm not writing much so I can be with him.. but he's very weak. I don't think he'll last the night.. the dr.'s aren't hopful either. Elias has a lot of lung damage and he's very weak..
         When I let Elias go for adoption I faced the fact I might not see him again. In  away, he died ( Read more... )

 I haven't written in ages... but a lot has changed in the last few years.
             First, Levi and I decided that at our ages we have so many things going and no time for a commitment. We weren't ready for marriage at this point... so we broke up shortly after recieving the job offer at one of those colleges. I hear he's serving as a grader ( Read more... )

If there is at least one person in your life whom you consider a close friend, and whom you would not have met without the internet, post this sentence in your journal.

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I haven't written in while.  Things have been tough. Levi informed me that he's been recieving job offers.. for NY.. NY! they is some bible college there. Levi is a proff, and a good one, he takes classes too though, just because he can. I should have said that before. So so he has recieved a job offer from NY and Cali actually. Life Pacific ( Read more... )

          There is a little Walmart down town that I hear is highering. I'm doing odd jobs and sales right now. I'll baby sit too. Levi used to pay me for watching lil Levi, but now that we're an item, and a tight one at that, I refuse to take his money. Most of the time all of us are together though.

When is Levi going to propose to me?

Hey hey hey. wow, I need to update more. Don't I say that every time?

All is well. Levi and I have been happily dating. I know, it's about time. I'm glad. We're very happy. I honestly think we're going to get married. We talk like it will be forever. We talk about tomorrow a lot. I haven't mentioned it.. but you know, I think it really ( Read more... )

As of now, I may drop the whole day care business. I'm tired. Work was ones a way to get a break from parenthood. My parents said if I wanted to get a job they would watch Elijah. Thank God. really.

Job hunting starts tomorrow.