So I haven't posted here in forever...maybe not forever-forever, but for quite a long while. There absolutely isn't a lack of things to write about, goodness no - But...but I just don't feel like writing about them. Probably because I simply don't feel like dealing with those things right now. Yes, some are bad, some are eh - okay...and even though ( Read more... )

"I wanted to turn everything off, too. Just press a button - click - and shut myself down. Turn off my heart, turn off my mind, turn off my body - just lie there, senseless, like a dormant tree in winter, waiting for the spring to return. Or maybe I could wait even longer..." p.212 ( Read more... )

We all honor heroes for different reasons. Sometimes for their bravery. Sometimes for their daring. Sometimes for their goodness. But mostly we honor heroes because at one point or another we all dream of being rescued...

...of course, if the right hero doesn't come along, sometimes we just have to rescue ourselves.

~D.H.

I am completely and utterly out of it lately. Its no surprise really, but still. I'm just so...blah! - not there.

"...when all I'd felt was blackness and nothing, my head and heart had been invaded with all the feelings in the world, some of which I'd never felt before. I was sick and empty and full of lies. I wanted to hate someone, but I didn't know who. I was nowhere and everywhere. I was lost." p.16 ( Read more... )

Its impossible to grasp just how powerful love is. It can sustain us through trying times, or motivate us to make extraordinary sacrifices. It can force a decent man to commit the darkest deeds, or compell an ordinary man to search for hidden truthes ( Read more... )

As a warning, this is a venting post. I need to vent, so I am just going to, and that is that. Summer has begun. To start, lets just clarify that I hate Summer with a passion. Although I guess the word "hate" is the easiest word to use to sum it up, realisticly its more like "fear," "dislike," "suffer through" and "worry about." Though I do hate ( Read more... )

So, once again I find myself with the urge to write. Something, anything. Not wanting to write/think about any of the things going on in my life right now I came up with one of those survey sort of things (like the "10 Little Known Things About Yourself" thing I did a few posts back) to do myself. And, here it is, in case anyone else finds ( Read more... )

So, as a result of spending the entire weekend helping out with Fashion Show, A.C.P. events and decorating Hillwood Commons for Spring Fling Week...I have completed ZERO (0) bits of home work. Thats NO home work completed. NONE ( Read more... )

Lately I've been noticing that my reaction to happy couples isn't the same as it once was. "Aw, just look at them...good for them" was usually my responce to seeing a guy and a girl, or a guy and guy, or a girl and girl holding hands and smiling. Seeing such couples getting along and just being happy usually really makes me feel good inside, I don' ( Read more... )