So...tomorrow is New Years Eve. The thought of it excites and depressing me, to extremes, and if you're reading this, well, I guess you're about to find out why. See, theres an extremely depressing thing, and an equally extremely exciting thing. Neither has anything at all to do with the other, and, unfortunately and fortunately, neither one ( Read more... )

The events of the past day or so have really brought me to think about my friends. Yes, its true, my thoughts are always with my friends. They run across my mind like a mouse on a hand (Come on, Eddie Izzard references are fun...). Its like not only my thoughts but my actions, emotions, wants and fears all revolve around my friends. Everything else ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wish that my life was a book. There are pages that I keep turning back to...keep re-reading...I wish I could tear them out forever, and throw them into a fire. A little morbid...yes. A little, well, a lot not like me...also yes. But that doesn't make what I said any less true. There are people who have hurt me, and opposed to reading on ( Read more... )

So...my very first entry...in my very first online journal thing. Still not exactly sure why I'm doing this, truth be told for ceratin reasons I've always been against these things, but we'll see. I mean I am...home...which of course means...things...so that might be why (don't you just love the vagueness? I know I sure do ( Read more... )