I must not fear
Fear is the mind-killer
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration
I will face my fear
I will permit it to pass over me and through me
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path
Where the fear has gone, there will be nothing
Only I will remain.

My My My, a strange world in which we live when I'm not bitching about something, but not now.

"Shit's rough nowadays!"
                    -Gumby
http://youtube.com/watch?v=RT3xtXtJarw
^not for those who disapprove of profanity, but funny^

I am losing touch with the world, but I feel better than I have in a long time. Even my friends have said I seem ( Read more... )

Ah, apathy, bane of my existance. I seem not to care about important things, but who is to judge whats important to me ( Read more... )

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I feel strange. Listless almost. with the end of school, which is generally good, I need a purpose. I don't have anything to do and where I'd normally sleep my extra time away, I'm not tired because theres  no school. Its very strange sitting in a dark room with the TV on but staring at the wall instead. I really do need something to do. I could ( Read more... )

Hmm...
Might I just say, screw myspace. 
I'm done with the biggest mind sucking vortex in america.
So, anyone who wants to talk to me, not that anyone does, should call me or something. 
What else are phones for.

1.508.667.8955

Do it!

I don't get it.
Wherever I go, bad things happen. Not always to me. Mostly to people I care about.  I have such an overblown sense of attachment to my friends, that whenever my aura of bad luck  strikes, someone does something bad, and I get depressed.  Whenever I go to the movies, we try to sneak into another good movie, but no, whenever I'm there ( Read more... )

In a strange reversal of my usual apathetic attitude, I actually felt good today. Usually, I'd go home laze about until dinner, eat, feel bad that I ate so much and got no exercise, then go to bed, sleep badly, be apathetic about everything at school, and so the cycle would continue. Not today. I went with Cailah after school to Stasha's to play ( Read more... )

This is the firtst time i've posted in quite a while. but someone amazing had this, and I had to post it

laugh
giggle
chit chat

deep breath
shaking
deep breath

know it's coming
giggle
excited

close
so close
eyes closed

deep breath
soft lips
shaking

feeling
thought
emotion

happiness.

I feel like such an asshole today. Someone very important to me is in the hospital, and I haven't spoken to her in months because I was too afraid of what might happen. Now I don't know whats going to happen, and I feel like I should have at least said something to her. Now all I can think about is how ignorant and insensitive I've been. In the ( Read more... )