If you can't believe it, I wasn't very popular! Time and time again, I tried to make friends and time and time again I was rejected. It took me a few years but I finally realize something. People hate me! Simple as that! At first it bothered me, hurt me in more ways you can imagine. But now I'm numb to it. The only thing that still hurts me to ( Read more... )

  The booze no longer flows. The headaches remain. And regret starts to kick in. Not the regret of doing what you do, but the regret of having to go back to your old life. The life that isn't as happy or fun. But you do it anyway and move on. That is the way I feel when I get too many drinks in me. Empty inside, mourning the loss of the fun times ( Read more... )

  Ah St. Patrick's Day! The one day of the year to go out and get drunk and have a good chance to get laid. Most of the times, socializing is very hard for me. I am too shy for my own good. But recently something happened to change my perspective. I came to the conclusion that not everybody likes me or wants to like me. I've finally accepted that. ( Read more... )