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NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS
The time of the year to get stone drunk and celebrate the new year. Ah good times, good times! I usually love New Year's Eve celebrations. Sister's and Mom's Birthday too! No kidding!!! The one pain is coming up with resolutions every year. I really don't see the point to doing that. Most people don't keep (or remember) them anyway. I just love ( Read more... ) -
Holiday Blues
Ah the holidays! The time of year you spend with family and friends to give gifts and spread some cheer. I hope that I did just that! I mean I did give alot of gifts to alot of people I care about. Like before christmas, I went over to a ladyfriends house (not what you think) and brought a big bag of gifts to her and her entire family. I in all my ( Read more... ) -
New Home
We (my family and I) are now living in a new home. We found this nice 2-story, 3-bedroom house. Out of all the places I've ever lived, this house is the biggest place. I've have also finished with counceling now and I have never been happier. I feel for the first time in my life, I can finally get my life back on the right path. Anyway, now with ( Read more... ) -
Feeling Lonely!
Tonight is feeling like a sad night for me now. I realize just how lonely I really am. I broke up with my girlfriend not too long ago (Not Officially yet since she hasn't called me in a month) and now I feel like a total loser for letting it get as far as it did. The main thing that kept us together was my need for sexual affection and she knew ( Read more... ) -
Failure
Everything I ever plan fails! No matter how I try and think I cover all the bases, I fail. Like this summer, I was planning a trip for relaxation. I knew it was going to be expensive. Nowadays everything is. But at first I didn't see that. All I thought about was the relaxation. Now it can never be. I feel like now it has been ripped out from ( Read more... ) -
Overactive Imagination Dangerous
Is having an overactive imagination dangerous? This question has plagued people for millions of years. 1.5 million to be exact! The history of people with an imagination of epic proportions has brought forth the greatest minds the world has ever known. Imagination helps people think in ways most people could only dream about. But there is a ( Read more... ) -
Doubts About Future
I have alot of doubts about my future! Relationships, finances, and education being at the top of my list. Right now the main topic in my head is the subject of going to college! I already know what I want to study. I want to get my Dramatic Arts Degree and go on to be a professional actor. Stage or screen either or is fine for me. The main doubt ( Read more... ) -
Death is a tragedy!
Over the years of my life, I have seen many things involving death! Well now I have experienced the pain a death can cause. A member of my related family just died last night. I found out this morning about it. When I heard the news, my heart started racing and I was feeling very bad chest pains. Why death do you have to take a person so nice ( Read more... ) -
Insanity before the storm
The last few days before payday are the hardest for me. Not only because I have to pay my bills, but also get things I need and want. Over the years it gets easier to cope with, but nowadays it is getting harder to deal with. I hunger for things that most people wouldn't understand. Sometimes I scare myself with my hunger and thirst. It is more ( Read more... ) -
Springtime Blues
Spring is supposed to be the best time for renewal and change for many. The season for cleaning and refreshing from a winter season. The time for love and affection. I have never seen springtime as a season of any of that. During this time, I get the most depressed. Not about any paticular reason, but a broad spectrum of many little things. Maybe ( Read more... )