Guess what? My Lovely "father" has decided to grace his children with the pleasure of his company for a few days......Yeah, I'm furious!!! Why does he have to continue to fuck up my life?!! Was 16 years not enough? Geeze'um!!! So yeah, he decided to swing by Syracuse and stay with us until Monday. My life is officially crap for the new few days ( Read more... )

I’ve come to the point where I realize that everything in my life up to this point has been complete bull shit. If I want to achieve anything in this life worth having I’ll have to do it by myself. I’m going this alone. I don’t want to. I want someone to be there for me, even if it’s just for emotional support. But I haven’t found that as of yet. ( Read more... )

You know, i really should be doing the 3 essays i have to do for school, but i'm obviously not doing them. Got out of the shower a little while ago and decide to update my LJ. There's just something about jeans and a guys dress shirt that's so damn comfortable... yeah, my brain's just wandering. I actually went to sleep last night (I know, shocking ( Read more... )

So, what I did today; went to bed @ 4:15 this morning, got up @ 5:50 (still in the morning) to go with my mom to work, used the elliptical machine, ended up running for over an hour, almost got to 7 miles, just a smidge off, came home, read a story I started the night before, unloaded my college book shelf on the kitchen table, sorted throught the ( Read more... )

Yesterday = Bad ( don't ask ( Read more... )

Okay, since last entry:

Saturday, February 11th--- Science Olympiad: That was awesome. I enjoyed my day very much ^_^ anyway, Carthage Team 1 took first at Regional’s and for the two events I was in with my partner Sam we got 5th in Chem Lab and 3rd in Write it Do it. Derek and Liam got first in Write it Do it *rock on!* for team one. As for ( Read more... )

I’ve never done any illegal drug in my life but sometimes I make myself (and others) wonder. Like today. Out of the blue clear sky I got all jittery and talkative and confused and was trying to tell myself to focus and to clean my room. I walked in circles for maybe 5 minutes before I curled up in a ball and did calming breathing exercises and kept ( Read more... )

This is by far my favorite quiz that I've taken beacuse it is totally me!!! Here are my quiz results:


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Ha, look at that! It’s 2006!

Kay, I know I haven’t updated since when, before Christmas? Well, I finally have some extra time so I thought maybe I’d try something different such as keeping others informed about my pathetic life through my LJ (novel concept, I know). I have a shit load of crap going on right now and hardly any of it good. So, for ( Read more... )

What I need to live has been given to me by the earth. Why I need to live has been given to me by you. ~Author Unknown

I had to put this in my LJ, even if I’m still working on a more informative entry. This quote perfectly describes my best friend; without him I probably wouldn’t even be breathing right now…. Yeah, he’s that important to me. If ( Read more... )