I am gaining so much weight. I'm trying so hard to work it off. I've been exercising every day, working out, sometimes 2 hours a day, fencing, doing pilates, going on the machines in our fitness center, and I still look like a blimp. I don't know what to do anymore...Every time I look in the mirror I just hate myself.

I did something really embarrassing today. You are all going to laugh at me so hard...Try to keep it to a minimum, I already feel so bad about it ( Read more... )

I am so so so so so sorry that I haven't been reading anyone's journals or commenting. When I get internet in my apartment, it will be easier...Then I can just lounge on my bed and read my friends page all I want. I can't wait.

(Fuck. I just realized I repeated myself. Oh well. Gotta run!)

*Zoom*

I haven't been reading my friends page at ALL. I'm really sorry for that. I have been so stressed lately, and have had no time for anything. In fact, I have to get off the computer in like 3 minutes so that I can go to this seminar thing for a job I might do...It's a work at home job doing medical transcriptions...And though that doesn't sound very ( Read more... )

I am so tired ( Read more... )

I am SO fucking tired. I have been moving stuff by myself all afternoon and evening. I didn't go to work today, or class, because I basically had a mental breakdown this morning and just couldn't do it. And my car is loaded up with crap right now and I have to go home and load it into the new place. And it's all heavy, and I have a splitting ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is spinning out of my control again. I can't deal with this stress anymore.

I am so tired ( Read more... )

(Not really. I don't think I can stay in Colorado for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

Oh my god I have been sooooo busy. I'm on Spring Break, but it's not really a break, I'm still really busy ( Read more... )