I feel mildly like you do, a lot, I think, except I'm depressed about/worried about different things. Like, dying doesn't really worry me at all, and I even have a chronic lifetime disease.
People probably misunderstand you because you seem so ordinary and two-dimensional...I don't mean that in an offending way, but I think you know what I mean. It probably doesn't occur to people that there is probably a lot more to you than just your average smiling Joe.
I hate people like that (the one who try to act like they know you) their annoying and make my inner violence want to come out. :p People who lecture others who are afraid of dying are idiots, everyone deep down has that fear, at least you'll admit it. I find I also have an extremely hard time telling someone how I feel, because I'm afraid of rejection, even if its something simple like they make me mad, I dont want people to be angry or mad or disappointed in me. But its a very nerve wracking feeling, and by the time I'm done some days I wanna rip my hair out. And everyones entitled to an emo post every now and then. :)
Hey Joe, I'd offer some words of wisdom, but I can't say I've been the best friend as of late. Can't say I've been much of a friend at all really, since we barely hang out anymore. Or talk, for that matter, if ever. But, obviously, I still think about my friends, otherwise I wouldn't be posting anything here. Guess what I'm trying to say, is that I'm sorry. Sorry I couldn't be the friend I always tried to be. Sorry that, even though it's so much easier now, we still don't talk as much. Sorry we've drifted as far as we have. Joe, I'm just. . .Sorry. Oh, yeah, and everyone's entitled to an emo post now and again. My journal is filled with them. Guess I'll catch you on the flip side, bro.
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People probably misunderstand you because you seem so ordinary and two-dimensional...I don't mean that in an offending way, but I think you know what I mean. It probably doesn't occur to people that there is probably a lot more to you than just your average smiling Joe.
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People who lecture others who are afraid of dying are idiots, everyone deep down has that fear, at least you'll admit it.
I find I also have an extremely hard time telling someone how I feel, because I'm afraid of rejection, even if its something simple like they make me mad, I dont want people to be angry or mad or disappointed in me. But its a very nerve wracking feeling, and by the time I'm done some days I wanna rip my hair out.
And everyones entitled to an emo post every now and then. :)
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Guess what I'm trying to say, is that I'm sorry. Sorry I couldn't be the friend I always tried to be. Sorry that, even though it's so much easier now, we still don't talk as much. Sorry we've drifted as far as we have. Joe, I'm just. . .Sorry.
Oh, yeah, and everyone's entitled to an emo post now and again. My journal is filled with them. Guess I'll catch you on the flip side, bro.
~Shawn R.
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