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[wolvielover]

Late nite*8-18*/early mornin'*2day* Tomo and I watched the Butterfly Effect, hard to say how I feel or to comment on it for various reasons. Still don't know what to say bout dad havin' prostrate cancer. I was readin' my calendar and an entry from 3/26/04 stood out. This is it.

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[toxic_twister]

wow.. i didnt really realize how much you cared for pat. and now from you to me to meg. im sorry you have to got hough all this. i wish the best and hope evrything will be ok with your dad.

[wolvielover]

txs a bunch Renren...ya i had these pains in my side that would come and go out of the blue, sometimes i still get it know clue why and it is 10xs WORSE then a period pain the ones were it hurts so much it hurts 2 walk but finishin' what I was goin' to say...it was like every time pat was mentioned when i asked ppl to not talk bout him & they were like ok and i hope u get back w/ him then they turn around and talk bout him worse then b4...god some ppl. I know some ppl think i get sooo easily attached to guys but 2 set it strait i don't Pat was only guy i felt i could tell EVERTHING to. I thought Dan was then 2 months later i was like please i could care less bout him we are just buds...and i dated another guy which ended in bout a month and a 1/2. then almost a yr and 1/2 i dated pat for a month and a week. ya i know i fell fast but i never in my life feel this "strong" feelin towards a guy so i called it love 4 lack of a better word i knew it was not a lust,etc. but this really strong feelin...well i think that all i can say rite now