i know my purpose ( Read more... )

i'm still alive.

amazing what you can do to distract yourself when you have a deadline and you don't want to face it. then problems, little snags pile up and you remember, wow, you're not a child anymore, this shit really doesn't fly. then you twitter and twinge your way into something half-assed, you drink too much coffee, you fail at quitting smoking, you become ( Read more... )

may term nearly over,
life changing fast.

i graduated, turned 22 all in one weekend.
i never let myself rest.
i never let myself forget.

and school is a parasite that never goes away,
no matter what i do to change it.

i am waiting until wednesday
and then i'm throwing in the academic towel.

too much to do

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watched babel last night - most tragic and distressing film i've seen since dancer in the dark, probably. and am i a bad person that i was terrified yet glad that cate blanchett's character got shot? all i could think of during the time before that was "damn these people need to go on SST." how we are connected, how communication devolves. it hurt ( Read more... )

MY SUBMISSION TO THE TAYLOR UNDERGRADUATE CONFERENCE ON LIT & WRITING GOT AN HONORABLE MENTION!!!

i have yet to crack (publicly) into 2007. well, here i am. this weekend has been a whirlwind. i don't know if i'm living more in the past, present, or future. but since time is a lie, maybe they're all the same. i don't know ( Read more... )

things resolve, re-form, and repeat. repeat: nothing changes, it just changes. i am left but with more ... resolve. my formal heart beats, rebeats ( Read more... )

where to go after i graduate? where to live, what to do ( Read more... )