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more writing while tired but not sleeping...sigh
Hmm, it's sad because usually, when I am not good enough at something naturally, I just put more and more effort in until I can do it. Ok, well, mostly with school, but I've mostly been in school my whole life. Anyways, sleeping is not something that this strategy works with. The harder you "try" to sleep, the farther you will get from sleep. ( Read more... ) -
while I wait and my poster dries...comments on physicists
I don't get physicists. They do not understand common courtesy or social norms whatsoever. They are so weird. I used to think it was kind of funny. I still think it is funny, but I also think, hey you guys that think you're geniuses, acting somewhat socially competent isn't rocket science. It's pretty basic. There's a list of rules you follow ( Read more... ) -
hormonal birth control maker me crazy
Why did I decide to try it again? I'm currently a total nutcase due to the hormones making me cry and be an emotional wreck all the time. I have a hard enough time dealing with my life because of my insomnia. This was a stupid idea. Never again ( Read more... ) -
It's beyond freezing
You know how, like, in CA, we say, oh my god it's freezing, but, it actually isn't below the temperature at which water freezes, 0 degrees Celcius or 32 degrees Farenheit. Well, right now it is 12.2 degrees Farenheit. It's way below freezing. I had to walk to work and then to a seminar. It was miserable. Why do we have to actually pretend to ( Read more... ) -
insomnia again-what to do?
So, I had one of those bad nights last night. Actually, I fell asleep ok, but woke up at ~1am and could not fall back asleep. So, at 5am this morning I was looking up Colorado teacher salaries on the internet. I think if I'm a public school teacher I could make ~40k starting and eventually make more. Which is probably enough money for me to be ( Read more... ) -
Cholesterol
Adam's Dad is a dr. and we both had blood tests done recently at his clinic, including cholesterol tests, which I haven't done in a long time (maybe 8 years?). Anyways, I'm pretty happy with my rocking cholesterol levels. My total cholesterol is 156 mg/dL (should be <200 for desirable levels), good cholesterol was 69 mg/dL (should be >60) and bad ( Read more... ) -
Choosing to be gay?????
I guess science has something to say about this question. It's one of the things that always comes up. Like, "you are choosing this sinful lifestyle so you can't get married" or whatever. Ignore the fact that Jesus was all about being NONJUDGEMENTAL. But, many gay folks will tell you they didn't choose to be gay. Here are some interesting ( Read more... ) -
New Years Post
So, in the style of my friend Alison, I will say what I have accomplished this year and make some lists of what I want to accomplish next year. i will then add some life goals, to be accomplished at some point ( Read more... ) -
friend's relationships...the good, the bad and the ugly
What do you do when someone that you care about is in a relationship that you think is bad for them? What do you do when someone that you care about seems incapable of picking for themself a mate that is actually good for them? What do you do when someone that you care about is probably in need of therapy before they are capable of having a ( Read more... ) -
Jon Stewert vs Mike Huckabee-gay marriage debate
Did you all see the interview of Mike Huckabee on the Daily Show? It was awesome ( Read more... )