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Past and Future goals
So, in the spirit of new beginnings and renewals of positive things that comes at a New Year, I thought I would first look back at my last new years post, which was at the beginning of 2009. Let's see how I did ( Read more... ) -
I try to be my best-but in research my best is never good enough.
I had sort of a personal epiphany today as I was going for a run this morning. Let me explain it in a semi-logical fashion, though that is of course not how it occurred to me ( Read more... ) -
freaking crazy day!
First I went to IT security training and got all freaked out about social networking and privacy. I will have to write more on that another day ( Read more... ) -
This week sucks
I got rejected for my fellowship that I was REALLY wishing I would get ( Read more... ) -
individual rights and health insurance
We are clearly big on individual rights in this country. Some of the people whining about the health care bill are mad because they are being "forced" to buy health insurance. I have a different view on it ( Read more... ) -
Healthcare bill-any other ideas?
For those of you who are mad at the health care bill passing, I would like to hear your real ideas for fixing health care in this country, which is definitely broken. Costs are skyrocketing, businesses and workers who have insurance through work are suffering from rising costs, small businesses can't afford to cover their workers, but the ( Read more... ) -
Not depression
For those of you wondering about me, as it turns out, my problem was hormonal and not real depression. I realized this when, after being really depressed for a couple of weeks (crying every day, not being able to get any work done because of that, etc), the day I got my period I suddenly felt ok and actually enjoyed life for a day or two. I have ( Read more... ) -
i'm bad luck
So, back when I was a miserable person working for he who shall not be named, I saw a psychiatrist at the student health center. She gave me meds that may have helped me decide to leave that place, which was good. She also gave me a revolving prescription for sleep meds, which I think is bad. But, in any case, I saw her off and on to refill my ( Read more... ) -
breakdown
You know, when you have a shitty old car that is falling apart and breaks down all the time? I am that shitty old car. My mental health is in a state of constant breakdowns. I just keep kind of barely holding it together (like you do with the car when you're a poor college student and you can't afford to really fix the problem) and I'm afraid ( Read more... )
