So, livejournal updated? Don't like it. I like Evernote a lot. It's a cute little app on my android that allows me to post notes. Writing is the best therapy. I still try and capture my thoughts. They run fast, but sometimes I catch them and write them down ( Read more... )

You know the saying, "It's eating me whole"... or something like that? Well, I think a more appropriate saying or way of putting it is: "It's eating me slowly and slowly feasting on every little delicate bit".... It's not something that just overtakes you, it's something that eats slowly at you, building an ulcer inside of your mind ( Read more... )

Should I see a therapist? Someone who I have to pay to listen to me talk.  Paying them with money instead of favours and so forth. Why is it so hard to be happy? I, luckily don't fall into the depression trap for long, but I feel down. Joe really stabs me. He gets to me so bad. I don't know what I want anymore. I feel like no one really cares. I am ( Read more... )

"You're even cuter than I thought".,. Uh, thanks? I guess my book nerd-esque and vegan --broccoli over biscotti lifestyle makes it easy to imagine me as something not so cute? Eh, c'est la vie. I have to ask my landlord about Chloe. Dreading it. However, the little kid upstair is extremely rude and disrespectul. Ugh. So, packing went decent, as to ( Read more... )

"You're even cuter than I thought".,. Uh, thanks? I guess my book nerd-esque and vegan --broccoli over biscotti lifestyle makes it easy to imagine me as something not so cute? Eh, c'est la vie. I have to ask my landlord about Chloe. Dreading it. However, the little kid upstair is extremely rude and disrespectul. Ugh. So, packing went decent, as to ( Read more... )

Nice guys, are so, well, nice. Or are they? I don't know if they're all that nice, because I think they have secret agendas, where as the d-bags/not so nice guys are open about what they want. The d-bags lay it all on the table, so you're left thinking "wow. seriously? what a douche!" Where is with the nice guy, you're like aww that's so sweet, he' ( Read more... )

So, this is an entry filled with resolutions.  Yes, I will start updating here more often. Yes, I will start cleaning more (okay, maybe that's an iffie one), I will just be. I like that one the best.
Unfortunately, I had a falling out with someone very close to me.  As a result, they "turned" everyone from my hometown against me.  Imagine how hard ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm walking on eggshells, yet I'm tempted to run across them and break them all.

I wish to be respected. I've always or at least mostly have tried my hardest to always put myself in the other person's shoes. Admittedly, I haven't always liked what I've seen or felt doing such, and I've either made changes or just ignored it because I  ( Read more... )

So, maybe I was mistaken... but, we all make mistakes; right? I constantly flip flop on everything. I find something I don't want to do that with anymore and it winds up being a flop. Is it me? I'm beginning to wonder. I, then stop myself.  On another note, looks like I'm not moving to Brooklyn right away anyway, staying on Long Island... doing the ( Read more... )

I shouldn't have opened up my mouth...

Side Note: I took a nap [ugh] and woke up a bit ago and now I can't go back to sleep. Considering reading, but then I feel guilty because I should be reading my text book or doing homework. I have over thirty short/long answer questions that are due Wednesday night. Mama Mia!!

Saw a production of MacBeth today ( Read more... )