It really sucks when plans fall apart. You sit wondering "How can I make this work now?" Oh well...I'll find a way. I always do.

I'm bored again. I'm also in the mood to go out to dinner tonight, but I hate eating alone at restaurants. Blah. Does anyone know of any good Thai places in the area? I've been in the mood for Thai food for a while. Maybe I can convince myself to go out to dinner alone tonight.

odd....none of my hobbies are fun anymore. Bored all the time. I'm even leaving my comfy cave more often. Something must be wrong with me :(

Hmmm....so 10-15 cups of coffee per day may be a little unhealthy. I need to detox from caffeine this weekend. This is really really really really really REALLY REALLY going to suck. I'll probably do nothing but sleep the next two days lol.

Well the time is almost here. I officially move to San Diego in 74 days. I will most likely have my house down there and everything moved in about two weeks earlier. I will just keep clothes and uniforms here for work for my last few weeks. Then on November 1st I will drive down to San Diego for good. It will probably end up being a few days ( Read more... )

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bored.....sooooooooo bored.

Almost done with my outfit for LOJ. Other than a few last minute touchups I realized this morning that I completely forgot to make a belt :(

Next weekend is LOJ. I've been thinking more and more about it. Even with all the work I've put into my outfit I'm really considering not going. I have not been in a people person mood at all lately. The more I think about all the people that will be there, the more I kinda don't want to go. I need to make a decision soon.

My eyes are now open. I have made a huge decision in my life this weekend. I have been holding on to something that had pulled it's way out of my life. Something that meant a lot to me. I was hoping that things would change and go back to the way they were. I know now that no matter how much I want that, it isn't going to happen. Some things ( Read more... )