i was a fool to think that you would ever be with me ( Read more... )

thats how many times nikky stopped by again... i dont get it...i dont get the vibe that she's a lesbian..and hell if she is..what the hell would she be flirting with me for?? she doesnt talk to anyone else in the office...ANYONE! its the weirdest thing..she is so quiet. why would she ..just out of the blue..start talking to ME of all people? and ( Read more... )

the world is acting strange ( Read more... )

i can do nothing when faced with those eyes...they make me weak..they make me humble..they make me want like i've never wanted..

'love is more than just a feeling..it's shaving your balls ( Read more... )

just when i think i can resist this feeling..
and i've got control...
something happens..
and i realize .....
i cant resist it..
and control was just an illusion..
i was allowed to hold to keep the pain away.

my wall has fallen ( Read more... )

volunteered with big brothers & big sisters today ( Read more... )

so you've known all along ( Read more... )

i can put up my guard ( Read more... )