It's funny how, when something hasn't happened yet, and may not even happen at all, I manage to worry about it and find all the potentially negative aspects.

I just don't like to waste my time.
And I don't like to be hurt.

We like to have late-night carb binges in this apartment ( Read more... )

Need help.
Can't keep scraping by like this.
So stressed my heart feels like it's going to pound right out of my chest.
Won't be sleeping at all tonight.
Want to cry and/or throw up.

Never mind, crying already.

I believe that I am losing control of my life, one day at a time.
I feel like I'm trying to hang on to a handful of sand.
It's just slipping through my fingers.

I try to seem okay on the outside.
But I'm screaming on the inside.

Well, we're a week into the school year, so it's time to start complaining about my life in LJ again ( Read more... )

Some will find this sad, but some will understand perfectly ( Read more... )

Phantom Planet was good.
I'll recap the whole trip when I get back.

I love it out here, I really do.

But it also makes me realize
that everything I wish I could be
is everything I never will be.

I'm in Los Angeles. Best visit of the three so far. Brief synopsis ( Read more... )

I am very bad at livejournaling.

Sorry.

I think it's been about a year now.