so here it is the last night before i have to go at some ungodly hour tomorrow. amanda and i took daniel to a korean restaurant where he ate just about everything on the table. those of you that have been to korea and or know anything about korean food know this is an amazing thing for a baby. the kid is amazing, wonderful, fearless, stronge, just ( Read more... )

I'M GOING ON LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know what my problem is? I think I just need to take leave. I'm letting all the these things affect me in ways that aren't good that three or four months ago wouldn't really be an issue. I'm starting to dwell on things that really aren't even in my control. When I was put in charge it was in the first 3 months of us being in country. Things ( Read more... )

this is the first time i've been on a comp in what feels like forever. I was a little upset to find out amanda hadn't emailed me at all since i've been gone. i know she is a busy girl so i'll get over it. we'll start forward then work our way back. i check myspace and found out everything had been deleted on it some how, that sucked. i'm in iraq ( ( Read more... )

MY LITTLE MAN IS WALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK OUT WORLD HERE HE COMES!

i feel like i was sucked into this deep black void. almost like purgatory. i wish i could just fix things that were wrong in my world. or at least when i do try and fix things it wouldn't go straight to shit. everything that i thought was going to happen with this reenlistment has been wrong wrong wrong. i'm to blame for where i am, and where i've ( Read more... )

I WILL SUM IT UP LIKE THIS. KOREA SUCKED, MID TOUR WAS WONDERFUL, I'M BLESSED MORE THEN YOU KNOW, BOUGHT A CAR, AND NOW MY TOUR IS DONE.
(SINGS) LEAVING ON A JET PLANE
46 DAYS OF LEAVE TO BE WITH MY FAMILY. WHAT MORE COULD A GUY ASKED FOR. AMANDA I LOVE YOU, UPDATED DANIELS LJ, AND CAN'T WAIT TO.......SEE YOU ;)

YOUR WONDERBOY.

I just got off work, Been working my ass off this whole month. We are doing an exercise where we have a %100 recall. Then some time in the wee hour we will go to threat con delta.(fun fun) I wish there was a formula for making plans. All I want to do is prove to Amanda that I am ready to settle down! She tells me that I'm not ready, or that I did ( Read more... )

how awesome is it that you have some one in your life that who ever you are with joins you in your task, your duty, and your job. Amanda even though we haven't been talking a lot does little things to make her LJ, army like. for what ever her reason, she changed her LJ stuff, for something that she almost hates as much as the "A" word. i think in ( Read more... )

how do you tell some one you love them so much, that you would give your life for them? that even the persons dreams of some one or something can make you jealous? that the your feelings are so strong for them there isn't anything you wouldn't do to ensure there happiness? is i love you good enough? don't you wish in some way there were stronger ( Read more... )