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[wonderbunny]

I have moved from feeling one strong emotion to two. Every time I think about the good stuff we did and were planning to do, of how amazing he was to me (and as a person) for those first 3 months, it rips a huge hole in my heart. However, I think about the last month and how he changed so much and treated me so very appallingly- especially in

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[iluvglitter2004]

I love you. I miss you. I'm proud of you. You are beautiful. You are strong. You are the Lord and Master.

Call if you need. This week has been hellish for me as far as time commitments, but I will make time for you! Kick some ass, take some names. You are awesome.

[wonderbunny]

Thank you love. You don't know how much I needed you here when you were here- I don't know if I could have made it through this whole horrible thing without your support, from close and far away. I hope all is well on the Right Coast.

[skewedsnapshots]

awww sweetie.

you are amazing and strong.

big hugs. I hope to catch up with you soon.

k

[skewedsnapshots]

perhaps you've seen this poem before. I didn't write it but I love it and I share it with many people.

One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice--

though the whole house
began to tremble
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles

"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.

But you didn't stop
you knew what you had to do

though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy was terrible

It was already late,
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.

But little by little,
as you left their voices behind
the stars began to burn
through the sheet of clouds,

and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own

that kept you company
as you strode
deeper and deeper
into the world

determined to do--
determined to save
the only life you could save.