how come when you are considered the "responsible" one that all the family crap gets vented to you? any thoughts as to why, cause whatever the reason, i dont like it! at all! NO!

ok, patrick got me gooood....oh, so mean..but really funny! watch out patrick...you never know when wondergirley will suddenly turn from good to evil and extract revenge!! whahahahahah! love you patrick!

i am such a nerd. ill admit to that pretty much anytime that i feel that way, but man oh man, i am really a nerd. i have recently aquired a distraction. at first i thought that it would diminish after a while, and i guess it could, but at the same time, i dont really think its going to. in fact, im beginning to feel pretty confident that its not ( Read more... )

i am so conflicted. its so frustrating.

so i had a job today at a shopping mall in southwest houston. originally i was going to a shopping center in kingwood. patrick, who was supposed to work with me today, called me at 8:30am and said, "lori, i have tossed my cookies a couple of times this morning. im not working today." oookkkay. i finally get in touch with dan...the boss...and he ( Read more... )

so how do you know when to play it conservative, or when to go all in? what are the rules that tell you exactly what to do in times of complete confusion? what is reality, and what is not? can you really trust your heart when you havent been listening to it for so long? how do you know not to rush things, but at the same time know not to let them ( Read more... )

so i volunteered to be part of a hospice organization called vitas. its really interesting, but im also wondering if im in over my head. the thing is is that as a volunteer i go into peoples homes who are terminally ill and only have a short amount of time to live and i socialize with them. the thing im afraid of is that im going to get attached ( Read more... )

things are going well around here. we had the dead like me party at my house yesterday, but it ended early due to multiple variabales. we started late since it was raining, and most people didn't get over till late. i had a good time all in all, but was a bit disapointed that we didnt get to check out more. i guess the upside is that patrick left ( Read more... )

my car is fixed. it runs guud. well, almost guud. it will after i fix the exhaust leak. then it will be guud! im not so upset anymore. keywords, "not so". pop and i decided that restoring the truck is the road were going to take. i have driven small cars, but i just dont like them as much as my little blue ranger. its cute and fun and i like it! so ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly frustrated! i have been sick all weekend. since thursday night i have been sick. friday comes and my brother and i trade vehicles (my car has ac, his doesnt) so that he can pick his girlfriend up from corpus christi. my car is already somewhat sickly, well, as you can guess....he is about an hour from home when the transmission ( Read more... )