The letter I don't think I will ever send:

Can you honestly tell me that when you look in my eyes, you feel nothing? Because if you can say those words to me, I will walk away and never bother you again. But if you cannot, if you feel even the slightest tug at your heart that says "this girl is special", then I can't be all wrong in thinking that ( Read more... )

I'm happy to be home, but at the same time, I'm not. I want to go back to Dickinson. I think the reason why I miss it so much already is because I won't be going back until the end of January, which is 8 months away. And that's just scary...and depressing ( Read more... )

I got a funny feeling
The moment that your lips touched mine
Something shot right through me
My heart skipped a beat in time

There's a different feel about you tonight
It's got me thinkin' lots of crazy things
I even think I saw a flash of light
It felt like electricity

You shouldn't kiss me like this
Unless you mean it like that
Cause I'll just close my ( Read more... )

The semester is slowly coming to an end. Actually, make that quickly. There is only 2 weeks of classes left and then 1 week of finals. But its 2 weeks of major hell, and then a week of slight hell. This week I have a Marketing quiz (which is easyish) and a Managerial Economics exam, which will take over my life- review sessions every night. I have ( Read more... )

In 40 days, I will walk 40 miles in the Avon Walk for Breast Cancer. As part of my commitment I have agreed to raise $1800 minimum but I am not there.
Please donate and help me meet and exceed my goal! I really need your support!!!

E-mail me at sjhigham@gmail.com for more information (like how to donate with a check) or you can click here to donate ( Read more... )

I was doing fine. And then...then he decided to hug me after church yesterday. And it all came back. I didn't want to let go. I wanted to stay there forever. I wanted to have the smell of him stay. I wanted to feel safe like that always. I wanted to feel special. With him, I felt safe. The world didn't exist. My heart would skip a beat. I enjoyed ( Read more... )

~If having him in my life seems to be essential to my happiness-- then regardless of the moments when I am away from him and thinking about how things didn’t work out-- I want, well, need for us to be okay. It’s so hard to explain... I guess you'd have to be me or my heart to get it.

~A lot of people know who he is, but I also know there are not ( Read more... )

"By my side,
you’ll never be.
By my side,
you’ll never be.

Cos I’m fake at the seams,
I’m lost in my dreams.
I want you to know,
that I can’t let you go.

And you’re never coming home again,
And you’re never coming home again.

By my side,
you’ll never be.
By my side,
you’ll never be.

I wanted to tell you I’d changed.
I wanted to tell you that things would be ( Read more... )

I'M GOING TO MALAGA IN THE FALL!!!!!! :-)

I'm studying abroad in Malaga, Spain in the fall!!!!
This made my entire week so much better!

It's funny how you think you really know yourself
Like you would never lose yourself to someone else
And I was up to thinking it was all about you and me
Silly, silly me

I should have never listened to a word you said
But I was always giving into promises
I never should have gone for
I should never long for you no matter how hard it gets

And I want this to ( Read more... )