Hey been sometime My computer is still out and I've been really sick of late they had me in the hospital for two days this week cause I couldn't hold any thing down. now I'm back at home ( Read more... )

QUatre thinks I am falling in to a deep depression I just don't know all I want to do is sleep any more and I keep snaping at people over nothing like to day I snapped at the maid for taking my empty glass from beside the bed while i was asleep. I don't know i just feel like shit

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Rachel is still sick I'm going crazy knowing that I could lose one of my little girl crazy to the point Quatre has me on lock down he brings the girls in the room with me but he wont let me out of bed he is so scared I'm going to get sick but for once I agree with him ( Read more... )

for anyone that hasn't been reading closely We fond out the other day that Rachel may not live to be 5 its go me so scared taht I'm going to lose one of my little babys I hate the idea ( Read more... )

Heero is mad at me because he thinks I am trying to take the twins from him but I'm not He said it him self he is going carzy with out Duo how can he take care of the twin if all he can think about is Duo I don't see him doing that besides he can't keep them with him all the time and with the hours he works they would never see him if he left them ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone sorry its been so long the girls are geting to be a real hand full Rachel is still having a hard time of it and we are still really worried about her. Rose is staring to crawl all over the place and i'm always running after her, scared she is going to fall or run in to a table and something fall on her and Melody is staring to talk ( Read more... )

We get to take Rachel home tomorrow I can't wait to have all my girls at home again I feel like I haven't slept in a year I've been so worried about her Quatre had to go back to work three day ago cause there was a problem with the company at only he could fix but he is still sleeping here I think he wants to have a welcome home dinner on sat so if ( Read more... )

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Sorry I haven't updated in a while life has been hell around here. Quatre and I both woke up around 3am on monday morning which not normal well we got up to feed the girls cause I knew they would be awake soon. I went to get Rose and Melody while Quatre went to get Rachel. I had just got Rose out of her bassinet when I heard Quare's blood cruddling ( Read more... )