So tonight is our last night, not just me and Jon but Allie. Tomorrow I leave for a whole new life.....but it turns out I am not as ready to go as I thought i was:(

I hope at some point my tears will dry up

So in about a month my life is going to change forever. I have never had so many different emotions and I don't know what to do with them anymore lol ( Read more... )

I started shopping for prom dresses, so far I really like this one. I also have one I really like from BCBG but cannot find a picture, I will keep trying but in the meantime here is one of my potential choices.....oh and no I don't want to wear a long dress lol.


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So it would seem that for the first time ever I am actually going to have my very own valentine on valentines day:DDDDD maybe it's not such a stupid holiday after all lol!!!

so in my effort to put off doing my homework I read my journal from the day I started it.....wow a year ago I was in such a different place and state of mind lol. A lot has changed in a year. I didn't think I would ever get over/past Dan, it seems like a lifetime ago in a way I guess it was. I guess more then anything I have changed wow I guess I ( Read more... )

finally winter break is here, no school until after new years yeah!!!

This new years will be very different then last or I should say I will be and I get to spend it with the boy who I have to say I am pretty crazzzyyy about :D

wow it's been a while since I've written in here, that means things are pretty good. Time is just flying by faster then I really want it to. Things with Jon are really good but I know change is around the corner how can it not be,  before you know it graduation then college and while we don't yet know where we are heading I am pretty sure it won;t ( Read more... )

It's been a while, guess I don't have much to complain about lol. My birthday is Weds I'll be 17 woo hoo. It's funny sometimes I feel like I am older and in someways younger. What does suck or I think may is that I will still only be 17 the first few months in college:[

HILLS TONIGHT:D and since I didn't even have time to say it last week ELODIE ( Read more... )

So I know this is weird but things are good....so good that it scares the hell out of me. I know that's stupid but it does and the thought of next year scares me even more, going to school with my friends b/f or not going with them it all makes me freak aaaggghhh ( Read more... )

back to school tomorrow not excited at all!