i just want the pain to stop
bc i love him so much
i really fuckin' do ...

i'm in love .
and i ALMOST have everything with him (( knock on wood ))

i never thought'd i'd ever feel this way about anyone again
but he proved me wrong =)

Dear Lou ( Read more... )

so today was possibly one of the worst day ever ( Read more... )

this is my saturday night ...


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whoa... haven't updated in a while
not much been goin' on
moved into my new apartment like rite by wendy's
it's okayy i guess, closer to town and ria, so that's cool

today was cool >> got to hang with karen and dan for a lil, which is always fun * they're so cute and i love them both <3 ( Read more... )

okay so me and maria went with my mom to see chicago on broadway for her sweet 16 gift !

and then today we went up to connecticut early to see jessica at college ... it was fun, and it's reallyyy nice there !!

by the way ... new icon ... who likes ? and yes it actually is me

( our night in the city, and in the car on the way to connecticut ... <3 )

i am in love with the gotti's <3

what a night =)

hugge picture update ...i was gonna try and put them in my last entry, but it just wouldn't work ...

so here ya go ...

( Maria's Sweet 16 <3 ... 1/21/05 )

( last weekend at the bowling alley ... )