last day of work...

[wontwork4shiit]

For the first time in about 4 years I would say that I am pretty happy. I love the people I spend time with and am close to. I love how my families are somewhat functional again. It just fucking rocks. I guess it all kinda started when amy was here. Just being around her makes me 100 times happier. And when she visited I felt alive for the most

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oh, jenjen, listen to your wise sage

[pinkbul1ets]

since you don't have a lot of experience being a normal teen, I am going to give you my HONEST advice. The fun you're having right now is awesome, and I am really glad you're happy, but that's what it's like when you first get into a new clique like that and everyone's messing with eachother and you're having an absoulte blast. it's awesome. but honestly, that wears down and it gets old, and come fall, it will not be the same. one of the things about amazing times like this is leaving them while they're still that good. and the good thing is, you're leaving one great place for another. you're not going somewhere you'll be sad and alone. but the truth is, this present bliss will pass, whether you go to AZ or not, and if you don't leave you may spend the next nine months trying to live in the past, which will only make you depressed which is exactly why you don't want to stay. live up your last days home because they'll be amazing and then move on to the future. because, i mean, what you're doing at home, it's great and you

Re: oh, jenjen, listen to your wise sage

[wontwork4shiit]

That totally blew me away. how right you are once again. i didnt even stop to think about maybe thats why im so happy. that its just a new group of friends having fun. i dont know. although it made me a little sad, its completely right. I know I have to go, and I know Im gonna have amazing times with you, and im soo looking forward to them. and not just next year. you honestly have no idea what your comment has done for my perspective on things. you rock my world!

[pinkbul1ets]

OH, AND I FUCKING FORGOT! REMEMBER THE TEXT MESSAGE I SENT YOU LAST NIGHT? WELL, YOU NEVER RESPONDED, BUT IT'S A QUOTE AND IT TOTALLY APPLIES, AND LET IT MAKE YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE NOT ALONE, AND THAT THIS IS JUST PART OF LIFE. OK, BREATH THIS QUOTE IN AND OUT, LET YOURSELF BE SAD FOR THE LIFE YOU'RE LEAVING AND EXCITED FOR THE LIFE YOU'RE LET TO LIVE. OK, YEAH:

"AND THE 'GOODBYE' MAKES THE JOURNEY HARD AS HELL"

[wontwork4shiit]

O yeah, I got that text in a movie or something, and then i had a dream that you texted me something and i was writing back and then i woke up and realized i never texted you back. yeah.. that was an actual dream, sad as it is. Anyway, I love that fucking quote! Its so fucking true.. God! But I really dont know how Im gonna say goodbye this year.. its gonna be a tear jerker!

love for both

[soul44]

for real tho. i miss you guys. I miss Amy and Jenny. For those of you that don't know... just don't know. they are Are. They will be Be. i cant wait to see both of you guys.

Re: love for both

[wontwork4shiit]

well we miss you too loser!! so get your ass over here to see us!!!!!!!