its been a long time since ive sat in my room on my own drinking before i go out, its better then it sounds, im not doing it in a lonely way its just there was a mix up in what i was meant to be doing drunk already and ive got plenty left so it should be a good night, i never knew how easy it was to drink something that tastes like shit when you ( Read more... )

livejournal just lives on no matter how long its been since the last post mine being october last year you find the thought of posting stays in the back of your mind untill eventually you starting typing away, to be fair i like it and the only reason i stopped posting was because i moved out and we never got the internet, oh how did i survive.

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Let the packing begin!!!

fun fun fun.

well only two weeks left untill i move out, i cannot wait for that.

i dont know what i expect but i keep thinking/hoping that it will change me nothing obvious but change things i dont like about myself i hope it does but im not sure how it would, hmm.

im in a phase at the moment where i just listen to ambient, experimental and instrumental music, im ( Read more... )

my flu hasnt got any better, its got worse to be fair, my throat has started to burn and it hurts when i swallow (thats what she said! ha) but apart from that i actually feel better within myself which is good, just chilled out today downloaded some new music and listened to music that is helping me feel better with the cold ive got, flu music! ( Read more... )

im ill. its not good ive got the flu kept me off work today but im working saturday now to get back some of the hours which is ok i guess.

three weeks untill i move out and i really cant wait to get away from this house and mostly this bedroom it sort of drains the life out of me at times, for a while now it just hasnt felt right or like mine at all ( Read more... )

i really want a good surprise to happen in my life, nothing that i can see happening or i had a feeling might happen but something that will proper shock me but in a good way i dont want a bad surprise i dont think i could take it at the moment, its not that im un happy or anything, its just my head is doing marathons constantly, yet i can never ( Read more... )

i can safely say that thursday night was the first time in ages that i have had a really good night on my own in my room. I downloaded alot of new music which is always good and everything I did download I loved everything, this was thanks to joining 
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im tired and stressed today urgh ( Read more... )

i had my old livejournal (youshotmedown__) for some time now, so i decided i fancied a change. even though i have said this many of time i do intend on using this one more often like i used to back in day, those days when everyone had one and used it, anyways well its my home page now so every time i open up the world wide web ill see it, telling ( Read more... )