wow...its..still here ( Read more... )

I'm saying nothing for the good of myself but I'm still talking and you're not listening.this is the final post. I've uploaded to a new server. there are certain feelings that are currently presenting themselves but none of them are remorse. its only a trivial thing anyway, right? who really reads this thing ( Read more... )

its five o'clock--do you know where your children are ( Read more... )

the drama machine will never stop will it? maybe I'll quit LJ. seriously..this is getting beyond rediculous when supposed grown people can still bicker and argue over little piddly bullshit. this is why I don't go to nero anymore. this is why I don't leave my house. so for those of you missing me: maybe if you'd cram that attitude back up your ass ( Read more... )

so, my drive never really got to happen. I was out about about and I had the idea 'why not stop in at work for smokes and a drink?'. big mistake on my part. I wander in, wearing my pj pants, hockey jersey, firefox hat and I look around. the truck had arrived. so I got rustled into putting up truck at four in the morning. -yawns- I need beer...and a ( Read more... )

...I was dreaming about him again...I think I need to go for a drive because I can't go back to sleep and wake up not feeling guilty.

~R

killian's is your friend. so is this here rook. -grin-

~R

'you lied to me. you swore that I would be safe, that you would protect me. why then can I sit here and lament all that I see as false: as a lie so warped that it's truth? how can you let anyone go on like this? consider yourself removed from my thought. like so much cancer to be cut away and burned...hold no self-defying fallacy as real. thou ( Read more... )

I thought I had something important to say but I guess it wasn't since I forgot it. -shrugs- maybe I'll remember it and post it. I'm alive though. that's good to know, right?

~R

I'm alive, somehow. and full for the first time in days. its a lovely thing. strangely, also I'm in this really good mood, despite my sleepiness. I'll go back to bed in a moment. first things first ( Read more... )