sometimes in life you do things you aren't proud of.
and end up affecting more people than you think.

so i guess this is the part where i say i'm sorry.
but shouldn't you be sorry too?

you had no right to act like you did.
but maybe i didn't either.

we're both in fault.

so here's my apology..

I'M SORRY.

don't lie.

period.

wow. you never really realize the things that go on in this world, the real issues that face it, until you start to talk about it. america is the land of the free and of the great right? well how can we be so free when you don't have the freedom of choice to have an abortion? or how can it be the land of the great when we are dealing with real ( Read more... )

i did it
i took the first step that i need to take
and i'm proud

nervousness fulfilled me at the beginning
but i was able to say what i needed to say
now i have to wait till thursday

things will get better
i know it, i feel it
and i'm thankful

counting down all the hours i spent here, drowning in all of your lies dear

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this weekend was pretty awesome i must say, stayed busy busy busy ( Read more... )

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i'm bringing back my livejournal so let's start things out. today has been rough on me. i dreamed about martin last night and i woke up crying. in my dream, he told me things would be okay and that he loved me. those words are still ringing in my ears; it all felt so real. but it wasn't because i woke up and i was crying uncontrollably. all ( Read more... )