is anybody out there?

Well I definetly wouldn't go so far as to say my life is perfect. BUT! It's definetly turned around in my favor. I'm happy again, and I have been for three days in a row. The dreams are gone, heather's finally gone and out of my life, I'm surrounded by friends who love and care about me, and I have a new job. I'm keeping my house so that is ( Read more... )

I'm sick of life. This depression gets worse everyday. She still won't talk to me. How can you go from loving someone to hating them in the next breath. Oh yea, and she's screwing one of my friends now. Well, i guess i can't quite call him a friend now can i. I want to die.

isn't it sad that even after everything she has put me through i still miss her.

A: I'm so over Heather it's not funny
B: I met a girl
and
C: She's awesome

booze and frank sinatra make gettin over heather a lot easier

I need a lot of drugs and a lot of alcohol right now

I haven't felt this alone in a long time.

So 2005 was interesting. I learned a lot about myself, only to find myself just as confused as before. Me and heather broke up today. Not sure if it's going to stick but at this point it most likely will. I have no clue where I'll be a year from now. I've come to a point in my life where i need to go out and find the world I've been taught so much ( Read more... )

ya know I'm still alive. Not that it matters much, sooner or later I'll be dead.