i've been thinking about getting another tattoo, i already have two. i have one on the right stide of my back it's a ancient sybol of Faith (my middle Name) it's a star. i found another star i liked about a year afterwords, and that is on the top of my ancle, where my leg meets my foot, they're both blue - wellll i want a dove (outlined in only ( Read more... )

its become 5:50 in the morning, i supose this is why i shouldnt take sleeping pills and slee all day, because i'm up all night afterword ( Read more... )

so my dad did fly in last night, his hometown bar down the street is closing, apparetnyl all of my dads money wasnt good enough for the bussiness, so they were all doin' shots, 50 year old men, ten shots, 6 beers.... good god. just aws i gave up on writting i made myself some soup, and as i was puttin it in the microwave, and all of a sudden i ( Read more... )

foo fighters are always a nice mix up with things ( Read more... )

i got really bored, all my real friends went to bed cuz they have lives and have to work in the morning... unlike me who sleeps til whenever -- well i started looking up random people on lj to find friends. well i got yelled at and i felt like i was intruding, so if thats you, i'm sorry. anyone else .... don't look people up on random, all sorts ( Read more... )

Being a girl has it's ups and downs. as does the bueaty each one posesses *sp?* I've come realize that being a pretty girl has more of it's pros than cons, but the cons REALLY suck ( Read more... )

and yet i reuse the same in different contezts. cycles have their way of continulious repeteing their previous move. i'm lost, incomplete, with pieces missing, but i still run. pacing-- i telll myself its just words, your just you, and this feeling isnt real. outloud i speak to no one but me how could i do this to myself again. i didnt think i ( Read more... )

hm, and intresting topic. forgiveness is kind, it frees us from stresses, and hatred. forgiveness also means a fresh slate, one more try - so to speak. we'll chat about that later, i have a new project. to simplify my ambititions for such tetius things, such as writting. my inspiration is surely overdue. they're just words i keep telling myself ( Read more... )

you light me up then i fall for you ( Read more... )

and suddenly a love merman was heard, a long pause then a deep breath was released. its difficult not to feel disapoint4ed and passed over. a fifty year old feeling dweels within a shy twenty me - how did this come about? Thheres more heind it - eyes of a fallen angle, or a tradgidy. heream i asking just a little too much. the obvious is ( Read more... )