we move a mile a minute, just to keep ourselfs in it - if u werent here, everything would just go on away, thast waht you learn, but why do you stay? when this city life is draggin' us down - don't push me, dont push me anyway, i can barely face the day ( Read more... )

my life has come full circle again. i just wish i could contour each aspect to my own nessicarities, but i supose the control over that is unimginable. altho i'd be so sweet... i'd actually be happy - what a thought ha

*sigh* i wish it were all that easy.

like a lost taxi driver, rampaging and merging uncautiously - despretly out of control. when i loose my way with words, everything seems to become cleshe`. i dont understand the numbers but my faith is in the math ( Read more... )

just a few things i've jotted down - i've got nothing else to do ( Read more... )

another pointless day, i slept until 4:30 instead of doing anything i had planned -- except for the "get high" part. haha. my father called from maine, saying he bought me a raincoat, i'm scared for him to bring it to me, and to see what it looks like - but thats cool beacuse rochester ny has a wonderful weather cycle - 6 days out of the week it ( Read more... )

so here i am, in my ripped armoni shirt, and spongebob boxers, with my hair in curlers, and i have absolutely nothing to do, at all. it's weird acutally -- exsisting with real no exsistance-

speachless am i once again

it's a reflection of drunkness blurred with some kind of creative outlet. i write far too much ( Read more... )

the epic continues, trajcially without a happy ending, entho they are cleshe`. it's so muggy out that the haze is thick enough to block out the stars for the night - the air just seems so much heavier. i fell upon a spell of good luck for a moment, and instantaiously everything that was good, went to horriable within any type of contact with ( Read more... )

what an incredibly bizare weekend. crazy shit, crazy people --- and i wonder more and more as the days continue, why am i to sit back and revel in all of this chaos.

when someone sits there and tells you all of your wonderful qualities, and then they ask u why u are going no where, what kinda responce am i supostoe shoot out? because my "i'm trying" isn't working anymore.