it's 3 a.m. you're probably all reaching deep r.e.m. by now. hoorah for you. this is my normal rising time. why? it's been a routine set in my mind for the past two years. who knows if i can change it. my body wakes to it's own programmed clock.

yesterday i left work early to drive up a dead end street and watch the sunset ( Read more... )

[taken from yahoo.com's "today's history" section]

Thought for Today: "I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer." - Colette, French author (1873-1954).

i fell asleep after having sushi. food coma. i left in a hurry thinking it was the middle of the night. all i wanted to do was sleep in my own bed. then i realized when i got home that the clock i had been looking at was wrong and ahead by 2 hours. i knew i couldn't have spent three hours laying on that bed ( Read more... )

and this whole time (starting january 1st) i thought i had deleted the trendy connection tool. then after an overdue e-mail check, i received message and friend request notifications from people. great. there go my feelings of freedom and detachment. well i deleted it again, and hopefully this time it's for good ( Read more... )

i just bought a bottle of patron to celebrate tomorrows. my mom thinks i'm an alcoholic. my dad also thinks so, but he doesn't try to forbid me from drinking. actually, he invites me to join him. then my mom gets mad at my dad for condoning such behavior ( Read more... )

i recalled a memory i had as a child in my old house. my dad would set me on his feet and we'd be walking through the house as 1 person. i remembered this as my father and i sat on the couch last night watching the USC/ OK game. it's been a while since we've sat down and watched television together. not many girls have this kind of relationship ( Read more... )