Today I went to the gym with Jamie and walked 3.1 miles on the treadmill. I felt so accomplished when I was finished. Yesterday I did the walk-a-thon with the Y and that felt good too. I'm really into this walking thing. I feel so much better and so much more clear and focused afterward. Unfortunately it isn't too long after that I start to ( Read more... )

The pants that used to be too tight fit very nicely now. I have a goal and I MUST see it through!

Red shirt, red shirt, red shirt.

I remember nights where I would dream he had died. I'd wake up in a panic but then be alright because he was right there and I knew he always would be.

Now I have dreams about us being together and we're so happy. I wake up feeling more sad and depressed. And there's no one there for comfort.

Last night I dreamt that we got back together and everything was perfect. I was so happy.

Stupid dreams.

It's a hard pill to swallow knowing I can be so easily replaced.

Breaking up is hard to do :'(

Of having your aim open and not talking? I know sometimes people get busy with other things but come on, both of you?! It's so annoying. Sign off for God sake. Anyway, I haven't updated this thing in like a million years. I'm stuck at work all day, again, but this time without lunch or entertainment. For those of you who don't know, we only have ( Read more... )

He is so right when he asks if anyone else is frightened about Sarah Palin potentially being our President one day and the fact that no one makes a bigger stink about it is a whole new fright all in and of itself. I swear I'm moving to Canada if McCain/Palin are elected.

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I'm bringing Vermont to me :-}


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