Just when things are starting to look up and I'm meeting new people and starting to feel half way decent... You pop into my dreams. Of course everything was good in my dream which in return makes me feel like shit when I wake up.

I need to go walking... It's the only thing that helps.

Well... That was a first.

I would just like to say that kissing someone's back and trying to shove your tongue down her throat in the curtain section of Bed, Bath & Beyond is not hot. It's actually quite the opposite and over board. Needless to say that situation will not be happening again. It did make for a good story, however. I did laugh about it afterward. It was ( Read more... )

I'M LOSING MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm seriously on my way to a life of meds because the anxiety is overpowering :-(

Is this the kind of thing that has to get worse before it gets better? I'm guessing so.

I miss you so much I can't stand it :'(

God I'm so pathetic.

Its been almost 6 weeks and rather than getting easier I feel the whole thing is more and more difficult to accept. I feel sad more often and depressed. I thought trying to talk to new people would help to get my mind off of you but it just keeps reminding me that they aren't you. How am I supposed to accept that this is truly what you want? I ( Read more... )

My dad is awesome. He has been so supportive through out this entire, ridiculous time. I came home on Friday for lunch and spend 45 minutes of my hour arguing with Wachovia over their idiotic system of processing and posting. Anyway, I am really awful when it comes to stuff like that. I was overdrafted $220 and it was so bogus. When it comes ( Read more... )

Walked 3 miles today and felt awesome afterwards. Didn't take long to start feeling like crap again. Did a day of shopping with my mother. St. Armands was nice but the rest of it was tedious. I couldn't shake the funk and I know I wore it on my face all day. That's what I do, right? I love spending time with my mom but today was especially ( Read more... )

My situation thus far ( Read more... )

A "childish, immature weight" huh?

Takes one to know one babe.

For making me live with this slob again ( Read more... )