As I think about the health situation at which we are having to deal with, I have to admit I’m worried about what may happen next; what might or may not come of us and our future together. I don’t want anything to happen to you. I certainly don’t want your life to be cut short by something that can be treated and prevented. Nor do I don’t want you ( Read more... )

Last night, I told you how I felt. I expressed to you that I'm in love with you and that this feeling is not going away. Please believe me when I say that. Please understand that I didn't expect nor intend for this to happen. I don't care what's right; I don't care what's wrong. Not right now. I just care about you and you're happiness ( Read more... )

This silence is a torturous, inconsiderate agony that I cannot allow to continue. I need you. I have to talk to you and hear your voice. I have to lay next to you and feel your touch. I need your warmth. I need your tenderness. I need your security. I need your love. I just need you ( Read more... )

You're truly a blessing to have in life. I am struggling with the realization that I spoiled one of the best things to ever have happen to me. We've been through so much and have meant so much to each other. I never wanted to lose you for any reason. And never did I want to hurt you and leave you alone without me or any direction as you are right ( Read more... )

By now, we've talked. You know some of how I'm feeling right now. The situation and emotions are entwined. Complicated they are, indeed. Complexity surrounds this situation unlike anything I've experienced in years (not with you, but in other situations in general). Fragile our relationship is now becoming; something I've feared for quite some time ( Read more... )

Without a definable reason, I have officially opened up to you. I have told you how I felt. Now, talk about a vulnerable thing to do. I can't explain it. It's not something I believe I quite understand myself. But sometimes, it never is explainable. It's often a big question in of itself. It's just what it is; without regard or reservations of any ( Read more... )

Merriam-Webster defines resentment as "a feeling of indignant displeasure or persistent ill will at something regarded as a wrong, insult, or injury." Related words include: condemnation; offense, umbrage; complaint; dudgeon, huff, peeve, pique; despite, hatefulness, malevolence, malice, maliciousness, meanness, nastiness, spite, spitefulness, ( Read more... )

Learning to accept the things we cannot change is a very difficult, and perhaps a life-long lesson, we may be cursed to face. "What is done, is done." "There's no going back." "You can't change the past." "Learn and move on." Moving on is all you can do, true; however, learning doesn't exist--only self-loathing and torment follow ( Read more... )

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1. We’re angry and frustrated with ourselves. By trying to hurt them, we try in fact to hurt ourselves. We think we don’t deserve anything good, so we aim at the good things we have in life and unconsciously try to destroy them ( Read more... )