Comments | wordsleadmeon: You know, I probably should have done this MONTHS ago.

wordsleadmeon

You know, I probably should have done this MONTHS ago.

Nov 29, 2005 12:05

ATTENTION: ___chinadoll, viewaskewgrrl47, blackrainbows, closetotheflame.

Chrissy, Nikki, Jess, Mel? Let me start this off by saying I'm sorry. I hate myself for not saying anything sooner.

rare public entry to make sure everybody sees this.

Jase? He's alive. Jasper (Casey to Jase and possibly a few others?) helped him lie about the whole damn suicide/dying thing. Here's the proof from Jan:

( The intial convo that I had wanted to tell you guys about right from the bat )

max, jess, mel, chrissy, jase, nik

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closetotheflame November 29 2005, 20:42:19 UTC

Wow...

Ok...

Uh huh.

*sigh*

wordsleadmeon November 29 2005, 20:47:46 UTC

I know. I'm really sorry Jess. Please don't hate me.

closetotheflame November 29 2005, 21:22:10 UTC

Oh please, it's not your fault. It's him- he always causes trouble. Has from day one. If I hate anyone, it's him, for being such a dumbass. *cracks grin* Some things never change, eh? Me going off on him. lol. *sigh*

I'm sorry you had to deal with this for so long by yourself- well, not by yourself...I know you had your good friends to help you out. So that's good- god, just don't let him do this to you. Don't let him control you, and then act like an asshat, and then use his cutesy act to reel you back in. You're better than that- you always have been.

He should have stayed dead. That's all. Too bad he wasn't strong enough to do so. *sighs again*

wordsleadmeon November 29 2005, 21:48:21 UTC

It's like the last 4 and half years didn't even happen, hey? He does something monumentally stupid and you go off on him for it, and then tell me to stay away. I'm completely and totally agreeing with you at this point.

Also, extremely glad you don't hate me for it. You have no idea. I mean, I know we don't talk much, because we're so busy with other stuff, but I'd hate the thought of us not speaking again. Especially over him.

Yeah, I had Heidi and Nora, thank god, or I probably would have gone crazy months ago.

I promise I won't let him this time. I'm not even sure I'm going to talk to him at all again after that stunt of IMing Max, then chickening out and expecting me to do what he wouldn't.

Yeah, no kidding *echos the sigh*

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blackrainbows November 29 2005, 23:00:16 UTC

We've already talked about this but thanks for including me on this post anyway. I was actually going to ask if you'd heard from him, since the last time he emailed was months ago, but if he still has no internet access that would explain it. Anyway, don't stress, sweetie. You shouldn't have had to keep this a secret for as long as you did.

wordsleadmeon December 1 2005, 00:51:27 UTC

Okay, wow, this proves how much school's been getting to me on top of every thing else...I'd completely forgotten that you knew. God...*shakes head*

I've gotten a few offlines from him this month. One of which was asking me to tell Max. But I haven't actually managed to be on the same time as him for a while. Especially not this past month, too many papers due.

And thanks Mel *hugs* So far everybody's being fairly understanding. Nikki probably hasn't seen it yet. Or at least I'm hoping that's what the lack of commenting is.

___chinadoll December 25 2005, 01:57:51 UTC

I don't even know what to say. What can you say to that really ( ... )

___chinadoll December 25 2005, 02:00:13 UTC

On a lighter note, I recieved your christmas card. I'm in New Brunswick right now so my mom sent it over. Yours is in the mail but i'm pretty sure it won't get there till after christmas lol

I really miss talking to you Court. Hopefully 2005 was a better year for you & I wish you all the luck in 2006.

♥ Nikki