I'm so mother fucking pissed off right now i dont even want to write about what i did this weekend. I'd rather stab someone. Or escalate the crisis in the middle east. Jesus H. Christ Almighty. I ask for one thing. ONE THING. I do my own laundry, I get myself out of bed, what. WHAT. All I wanted was Fruity Pebbles. FRUITY PEBBLES. And maybe to ( Read more... )

Okay. On to more important things..

- I am now a lifegaurd!!! yeah boy. i rocked that shit and passed gloriously.
- I, hopefully, still have my job at Coastal Edge. and if not, well, shit happens.
- Wait, No- i take that back, if not.. ASSBAGS!
- I had two heart attacks
- An abortion
- And did crack while I was pregnant
- Other than that, I'm fine. ( Read more... )

In the previous 7 days i havent slept-in past 6 a.m., I've had an accumulative of maybe 3 papers to write in this week alone, not to mention the 89478 assignments of homework and 76784628.56 assignments of make up work on account of being at school a total of 2 days this week on account of being sick, I got a perfect score on my CPR test, i am ( Read more... )

"I don't care if it hurts. I want to have control. I want a perfect body. I want a perfect soul. I want you to notice, when I'm not around. You're so fuckin' special. " -radiohead

I'll admit. Some days, I get really bored. So bored that I think of new inventions. Bratz? Those dolls? That was me. Today I was so bored I started reading my chemistry ( Read more... )

Ever think we should try to re-establish
that connection that we made during last summer's days?
Maybe I should be subtle or maybe I should be more pure
but I think we should talk about what we were going through
and I wonder what it would be like if we had
kept up that aversion and maybe kept listing
all the people that we hated
but isn't it ( Read more... )

i'm so nostalgic these days
for the times when i could smell you on me
every
day
of
the
week
and i'd cry every night
because i was labeled me something i wasn't
but you were on my side anyway

maybe i'm happier now
but sometimes i wonder what would've happened

Today was a strange day, I wasn't necessarily coherent for the majority of it, but hey, it rocked.

Tris, i love you.

"Savor it, savor it, everything about it"

I'm so behind in school. I hate school. School blows a soapy goat ( Read more... )

You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions.
Oh lets go back to the start...


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manufactured ecstacy and a theatre of con artists.

i've been invited to the party of the century,

with my name tag secured to my chest,

my heart beats rapidly behind it. they read my name. they like my name.

they shower me with camera flashes and champagne toasts. almost famous.

oh sweetness this is where you felt you belong, but do you belong ( Read more... )