I feel as though it's happening yet again. boys arent suppose to be phases. but i cant help it. i'm fucked up i know. sorry ( Read more... )

This is getting so tiring, it's like walking forward on a moving walkway that's going the wrong way.

Doesn't it ever get too much for you? Don't you ever just want to stop fighting?

The moment I start to think everything's not so bad, someone refutes it for me. And I'm really jsut getting sick of it. We're all so surface- friendly, and what the ( Read more... )

the days off from school was awesome like a lithium nitrate colored lotus blossom.

( these nights will fill themselves.. )

Today was definetly one of those days. My weekend sucked. but today made up for it. Me and my mom went to mcarthur mall. shopped around. went to a movie. then shopped around some more. seriously, hanging out with my mom is so much better than with half of my girl friends. shes the best. <3

Baby G  2o3: i miss and love you extremmellyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ( Read more... )

darling, all of these awkwardjumpstartstalling conversations
mean much more to me than anything
it comes down to me and you
and whether we're supposed to or not, we still will.
we're so much better off than them.
all the possibility and promise just weighs on me so heavily...
a look.
a laugh.
a smile.
a second passes by and i regret it.
words just aren't ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking indecisive. i go from being absolutely obsessed with one person to the next. and it only lasts for like a day, then i have a sudden change of mind. it's like i'm looking for things i dont like in them.

i kind of feel that at one point in my life i had someone so incredible that no one really compares to what he once was. and what i ( Read more... )

If, in fact, you can think of certain things and your stomach bottoms out in the best possible way and you're feeling things that you can't even tell if they're good or bad and you're completely careening out of control and you're going to run into something any second now and you are so, so terrified that it almost negates how surreally great you ( Read more... )

So i changed my background. I took this picture like a week ago when i was with kristi. night skys, my absolute favorite thing to take pictures of ( Read more... )

Do you ever get the feeling of a bug crawling up some part of your anatomy, but when you look at that part, it turns out to be a hair? But it isn't your hair, and it's some whacky color like blue, even though you're sure you don't know anyone with blue hair, and then you get suspicious and check in the closet, where you find a blue, cartoon ( Read more... )

so i'm asking for it to happen.

i want that hollywood kiss in the rain. the masquerade when we'll unknowingly fall in love.

i want it all. and when you say "i did it all for you.." we'll both know that it's just another rehearsed lie.

::It's a glorious day and my lonely heart is tired again and I am starved for your attention::