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what ever happened to the boys i spent every one of my weekends with? the ones i sat with at my house doing absolutely nothing. the ones i drove around with, never having a destination but always ending up back at my house or random places like volume & barnes and nobles, or the occastional show here and there. or what have you, we were always ( Read more... )

i'm stuck up, i'm a bitch, i'm a shitty person, a shitty friend. Grade-A asshole right here.

day after day for the past two weeks, my bad luck has kicked in and i get caught or accused of something. or one bad thing after another happens. i deserve it probably.

i'm sorry.

::I try to reach your outstretched hand. Oh why do I? I try. I fail you. ( Read more... )

well i tell you what current readers, i am becoming less and less internet-friendly. you know, i was about to sit and ponder if any of you could actually go a week, a day even, without getting on the computer. but i'm not going to bother becuase the likelihood's of that happening is, i'm sure, slim to none.

So let me put myself out there, i'll ( Read more... )

after an absolutely less than astounding past couple of days.. today, i had to come home to that dredful mail. where i came upon my schedule. joy.

I am currently suffering from lack of sleep. oh so tired is shana. However, this morning was worth it. Got up at 4, drove to croatan and watched the sunrise. Then slept on the beach. then attempted to ( Read more... )

if you put absolutely even the tiniest increment of faith in a chain letter of any kind you are a fucking idiot who deserves to be sawed in half.

furthermore, if you ever send me a chain letter again i will erode your face with the most heinous of acids. <3 ( Read more... )

Once, i was really tan.

Then, i started peeling like none other.

Now, my back/arms have a nice blotchy effect to them.

attractive? ....yes? no.

bummer.

::Those summer days that i longed for never really were what i wanted them to be::

Yesterday, I went to Forever 21, to get an application. i dont want a job ( Read more... )

yesterday i was thinking how advantageous it would be for everyone in general if every person had a different name. perhaps there would be some intricate name patent system, i dont know the logistics of my daydreams ( Read more... )

you believe in god. good for you.

you dont believe in god. good for you.

you drink and/or do drugs. good for you.

youre straight edge. good for you.

youre emo.

you hate emo.

youre scene.

you hate the scene.

blah blah blah...no one fucking cares.

Today me and my mom went to a few places, just to get out. And i thought of a friend i havent seen in ( Read more... )