Dig your hole, Leigh, dig until you get to the other end. What will you find? Will you find the answers of your problems? Perhaps you should have just gotten out when you had the chance. Is it worth keeping your cool?

Thought association. I don't think I should be alive right now. Cause I don't think I'm worthy. Because I never think I bring anything to the table, because I think everyone else only "cares" for their personal gain. But am I doing the same? personal gain? I only care for some type of person gain. Does that necessarily make it a bad reason? It's ( Read more... )

I have never been in a physically abusive relationship..yet..but I feel like I'm in one with myself. Well ok I don't physically harm myself, but why do I hate myself so much? I'm just not good enough. I never feel good enough. I wish I could see something more in myself, I wish I could be more hopeful more loving toward myself. I feel like I ( Read more... )

The amount of physical violence I want to do to you is ridiculous. When I meet you in the mirror I just want you to change. You have no excuse and no you have no personality. Just stop. I know you're semi-trying but it's not working. You're horrible, disgusting, why would anyone look at you sincerely and say "i want that". You're Charity, people ( Read more... )

So there's this old lady that I apparently visit frequently to make sure she's ok. I then stumble on a couple of pictures she had that were in an envelope. It was 4 pictures and two letters. The first picture was one of a man who hung himself, the other is of the same man but on the ground. A lettered followed for my father apologizing the loss of ( Read more... )

Today I made a mistake of not being around people who care about me. The end result was me getting a little cleaning done and the rest of the time me drinking beer and anime, and crying over it. I feel a little pathetic if you ask me. I don't know why I put myself through these things. I have a lot of time to be alone but who knows how many times I ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm screaming when I'm not trying to.

Each stroke with love ( Read more... )

Im not depressed I just hate a lot of the things I do and what I am on a daily basis. Is that so wrong? Ok maybe it is but who are you to tell me what to buy with the money i earned?! This isn't going to go anywhere cause im drunk and derpy. it's cuddle time with my cat but i dun wanna get up :C hastag:beinganadultishard

A lot of the times I can't tell if I'm doing what's right for myself. For some reason I have it wired in my brain that there'd be some kind of hint or acknowledgment of doing something right; like in the original Super Mario Bros. game at the final castle where it dings whenever you take the right path. Most of the time I don't want to berate a ( Read more... )