So I've decided that after I get back from Seattle, I'm going to spend about a week and a half in the South. Maybe even longer if I have the money and if I can find the proper housing ( Read more... )

I'm having toruble seeing today. It's like I have more blind spots in my eyes. Everything is fuzzy and weird looking. It's making me dizzy.
On top of it I'm sick and have hives on my neck from an allergic reaction to some metal.

Too bad I don't have health insurance.

I feel like, nothing. Like I don't know what to feel. My heart is being stretched in every direction possible. I have all these doubts towards just about everything. Half the time I think Lenny cheated on me while we we're going out, sometimes I think he's still talking to her. Erin ( Read more... )

Living in Stamford, Connecticut (February 7 2007 - May 21 2008 ( Read more... )

This day flew by. I can't wait to get out of work and just relax. I feel like another weight has been liften off my shoulder. I cut Charles out of my life (even though he probably doesn't even know it yet) and I feel free. Fully free again. When I left Lenny I felt free, but not to this extent ( Read more... )

Why do I put up with this? Why me. I don't understand any of this. Just for once, can't I find somebody who treats me right? Loves me, and doesn't treat me like a fucking piece of shit. Hounestly I don't even think I love him anymore. The way he treats me, steals from me, destroys my things. I don't even want to move to Seattle with him anymore. I ( Read more... )

My life is a disaster right now. My family, my life, my love life. I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

We have an official move date!
We will be moving to Washington June 21st 2008, and we'll arrive there June 24th, 2008.

I'm stuck in a hole. I'm desperate, and choked up, and completely loosing my mind. It's not just the big things like not being able to get a job or having no money or electric. It's the little things too. Like when my tv decides to change channels right at the end of a movie I was into and than twenty minutes later the movie is no where to be found ( Read more... )

I'm leaving. For the past two years I've been living in this fucking tri-state area, over priced and under paid. Even over worked and underpaid and I'm sick of it. This June, Lenny and I are packing up and moving across the country. We're going start all new ( Read more... )