"Only when the drugs are done, I feel like dying ( Read more... )

I have no money. Nothing. My bank account is -47 dollars and some change. Boarders over charged me almost $10 for a book... After three weeks my speeding ticket finally went through... for $140.00. I had to return a part I needed for my car... that I couldn't afford to install just so I could pay the tolls to get back to new York. I had exactly ( Read more... )

Busy week. I'm trying to fill it up even more though ( Read more... )

Things are better. Lenny and I got back together. I'm still moving out... I think. I see it like this. I've quit my job... well i gave my two weeks notice last week, and friday is my last day. I can't take it back because some people we're promised higher salaries to take over my responsibilities. So... I'm in the job hunt again. If I land a nice ( Read more... )

Dirty Motel locked away in the ugliest places. Working just to live in these places. Spending all my money on food, and bad tasting cigarettes ( Read more... )

I loved him. I loved him so much ( Read more... )

I'm in a pickle. A confused meshed up pickle. Lenny's parent's... aka Mom and husband, are moving to Seattle to be with his sick sister ( Read more... )

Wow, two entries in the same month! Or kinda...I'm head hurts soooo bad. I want a cigarette. I haven't have on in like three or four days. Go me. I keep thinking my head hurts because of that ( Read more... )

Finally sold my red car last month, after buying the car a few months pervious and figureing out the car had a bad transmission, sold it too some over confident father who bought it right on the spot after just looking at the car. Guy must of thought he was a mechanic or something. Anyway finally after two miserable trips to Manchester, CT I got my ( Read more... )

I'm so hungry. I'm at work and I know I'm not going to eat for at least another hour. Wayne's slow ass has to make like two stops before driving me home. Wahh. Lenny goes shopping today so at least I know I'll have something to eat when I get home ( Read more... )